A Course in Miracles® entered the world
in the last quarter of the 20th.Century. For those who found themselves
inexplicably drawn to the teaching, life would never be the same
again.
Two people who regarded their work as a sacred trust scribed it.
They did not want their names printed as authors because they
knew the material came from a higher source and not their individual
egos. They sought neither fame nor recognition and wanted no personal
gain to come from their many years of service to birth this book.
Nor did they attempt to teach it publicly.
Never before has a thought system so different and so totally
devoid of ego been presented to mankind with such possibilities.
Many realizing what they had in their hands gathered people around
them and began to teach. Some attempted to develop their own learning
program to simplify the most superbly self-contained learning
program the world has ever seen.
I believe this Course emanated from infinite Mind and only the
grandiosity of the ego could think it could be improved upon.
Attempts to clarify it or explain it have inevitably fallen short
because the explanation had to be made through the perception
of an ego mind.
Self-study Course?
Over the years new students have constantly
asked us: - "Where do I go to learn this Course?" or
"Where can I find a teacher of the Course." Usually
the questioner has heard about the Course or just purchased A
Course in Miracles® and wants to find some external teacher
to help them learn it. Egos are always looking for the latest
thing and 'wants it now!' In the early days of the Course's introduction
into the world, discussion groups flourished everywhere the Course
was available. In their excited enthusiasm many students who recognized
the magnitude and flawless quality of the material wanted to be
part of it becoming fired up with the desire to teach others,
sometimes with evangelistic fervor. In our case we became the
importer of the books into Australia, ran an ongoing discussion
group for 9 years, brought out overseas speakers and organized
many week end workshops. I realized some years ago that I only
taught the Course to learn it and I learned it only so I could
correctly practice its teaching with the people I encounter in
my life.
Is A Course in Miracles® an extremely complex document that
we can never master without the expert advice of those more intellectual,
intelligent and cleverer than us, or is it a self study course
learned totally within our mind by the practical application of
its principles with the constant help of the Holy Spirit? I have
come to learn by experience that it is the latter.
Firstly, it should be restated that this Course is not for everyone.
If it isn't for you be not dismayed, there are thousands of pathways
that lead to God.
If it is your pathway, you will know it whether you are ready
for it, or you are not. When you are ready, it will be so compelling
you will not be able to resist learning it. You would most certainly
need to have the little willingness, which the Course says is
a prerequisite. This is not to say you won't resist doing or thinking
what it is saying. Any teaching that is so powerfully transformational
is bound to upset your apple cart. But as displeased, as your
ego might be to read this material, there will be part of you
that knows it to be true. It says in the workbook
"Some of the ideas the workbook presents you will find hard to believe, and others may seem to be quite startling. This does not matter. You are merely asked to apply the ideas as you are directed to do. You are not asked to judge them at all. You are asked only to use them. It is their use that will give them meaning to you, and will show you that they are true". W-in.8.
"Training is always Highly Individualized" M-9.1.
It is impossible for us to second-guess
what the Holy Spirit and/or Jesus has in mind for each and every
one of us. Only Jesus and the Holy Spirit know what we individually
need at any particular time. It is only the arrogance of the ego
that could think up a learning program, which would improve the
perfect one devised by the Voice for God.
Is this Course hard to do? Do you need to be an intellectual to
learn it? Certainly not! There are many references in the Course
to the effect that "this course is simple and can be understood."
References
T-11.VIII.1.,T-15.IV.6.,T-16.V.16.,T-20.VII.1.-,T-21.II.1,T-31.IV.7,C-in.3.
God gave us the Holy Spirit at the time of the apparent separation.
Nothing we can do can remove this Voice for God implanted permanently
in our mind. We can refuse to listen to it, and not do what it
says, but we cannot ever be rid of it. The Holy Spirit's patience
and gentleness knows the perfect way for each one of us to learn
this Course. He knows how different are these ideas to our 'normal'
way of thinking and how our ego will resist using them.
You could learn this Course alone on a desert island if you had
the desire. In my work with the Course I have met many students
who have been studying A Course in Miracles® alone without
a teacher, or even contact with other students or groups for a
number of years. I am amazed what a wonderful pure unspoiled understanding
of the Course they have developed. I am convinced that with the
required little willingness anyone could learn this Course.
I remember well when I spent a year studying the Course on my
own. I was convinced of the Course's integrity as it was affecting
me in a way I had never experienced. Sure I struggled with the
language at first, which seems strange to me now as I now find
all other writings fail in comparison with the beautiful prose
of the Course. When I came across a passage I could not grasp
I asked sincerely that I be shown the meaning and just carried
on reading.
The next morning I might be having a shower or doing something
equally mundane, not even thinking about the Course or the passage
that troubled me, when a perfect explanation (for me at least)
of that difficult passage would leap into my head. It was as if
the Holy Spirit or Jesus was tutoring me in a manner just right
for me. That is why I know without doubt that anyone wanting to
sincerely learn this Course can do so.
I always suggest to new students that they work on their own for
a while to get a feeling for what the book says to them. After
that an external teacher might be beneficial to speed things along.
If you are like me, you can use all the help you can get. The
trap is making them special and using them as a substitute for
direct communication with the Holy Spirit. It is a teacher's role
to become redundant when the pupil has learned what he can from
him. All good teachers know this.
"The ego analyses, the Holy Spirit accepts" T-11.V.13.
Analyzing the Course in minute detail can
become an ego substitution for learning the Course through the
diligent application of the workbook lessons and the corrective
thinking outlined in the text. No one can truly analyze the workbook
lessons for everybody, because it is beyond anybody's skill to
second guess Holy Spirit's most appropriate approach for each
one of us to best fulfil God's plan.
Each will get his own experience from sincerely doing each lesson
and it will more than likely be different from somebody else's
doing the same workbook lesson. The method may vary but the end
result will be the same.
Knowing the terminology is important but you would work it out
in your own time with the Holy Spirit's guidance. Sometimes in
the beginning you can save time by listening to an earthly teacher
who has been working with the material longer than you have. However
it is a mistake to linger too long analyzing the material instead
of doing what it says. The relationships in your life will provide
all the lessons you need and when all problems are handed over
to the Holy Spirit the loving solution will present itself to
you in your mind.
When the workbook is completed it has to be just you and the
Holy Spirit as it says in the epilogue to the workbook.
"No more specific lessons are assigned, for there is no more need of them. Henceforth, hear but the Voice for God and for your Self when you retire from the world, to seek reality instead. He will direct your efforts, telling you exactly what to do, how to direct your mind, and when to come to Him in silence, asking for His sure direction and His certain Word. His is the Word that God has given you. His is the Word you chose to be your own." W.ep.3.
You can only learn this Course with the
help of the Holy Spirit.
Nowhere in the Course does it say that we need to join a group
or be involved in any organization teaching the Course. Nor would
the Course say that there is anything wrong with these as social
activities. It is always pleasant to share ideas with like-minded
people.
However in the end the Course can only be learned on you own as
you face your own 'demons' and by removing your personal blocks
to the awareness of love.
Our real lessons will come from our interactions with those in
our lives and everybody we meet or even think of, under the constant
guidance from the Voice for God within.
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Bill McDonald