Let me, then, use this dream to
help Your plan that we awaken from all dreams we made. W-pII.294.2.
A Course in Miracles tells us we live in
an illusionary world of dreams. The only difference between our
sleeping dreams and our 'waking' dreams is that we think our 'waking'
dreams are true. Our entire life is a multitude of dreams devised
by us to give us the particular feelings we want to experience
at any particular time. They are not real although they certainly
seem to be.
"Dreams are perceptual temper tantrums, in which you literally
scream, "I want it thus!" And thus it seems to be."
T-18.II.4.
While we walk in a world of dreams, in reality we remain safely
with God whom we never left. In our insanity we dream up a particular
scenario that suits our insane ego needs, then instantly forget
that we initiated it and experience if it is coming from outside
ourselves without our bidding.
The last thing we want to hear is that pleasure and pain are merely
opposite sides of the same coin. In this world we spend most of
our time and energy trying to manipulate the dream to our liking.
Mostly we prefer that our dreams minimise pain and maximise pleasure.
Yet in seeking one or the other we are merely trying to change
an illusion we don't like for another, which we might prefer.
The Course reminds us that:-
"The dreams you think you like would hold you back as
much as those in which the fear is seen. For every dream is but
a dream of fear, no matter what the form it seems to take. The
fear is seen within, without, or both. Or it can be disguised
in pleasant form. But never is it absent from the dream, for fear
is the material of dreams, from which they all are made. Their
form can change, but they cannot be made of something else. The
miracle were treacherous indeed if it allowed you still to be
afraid because you did not recognise the fear. You would not then
be willing to awake, for which the miracle prepares the way."
T-29.IV.2.
It is not difficult to see that unpleasant dreams are fear based,
but to find out that pleasant dreams are also based on fear is
something we are unwilling to accept. Yet both are denials of
who we really are and attempts to remain in a separated state.
The promise of goals being realised is an ego carrot always hanging
in front of us: always wanted but incapable of satisfying us even
if we achieve them.
A Course in Miracles is a carefully constructed mind changing
method of retracing the steps we think we took away from God.
The ego's deliberate and foolproof (but not God proof) plan took
us cleverly and seductively deeper and deeper into illusion. It
is seductive because separation has an appeal to all of us who
prefer specialness instead of oneness.
The only reason why the Course is difficult to learn and practice
is our reluctance to give up our specialness which we hold as
more precious than God Himself. When this awful realisation dawns
on Miracle students, many try to drop out of their spiritual search
or look for something more manageable, less threatening to our
egos.
A Course in Miracles encourages you to start your work within
the world you made and where you think you are. The constant choice
is between Miracles and magic. Every time you think you can plan
your future to make a better dream you are taking truth to the
illusion. You are attempting to use the power of God to improve
a dream that keeps you away from Him. The purpose of miracles
is to convince you that everything you once believed as true,
is completely false.
As it says in the Introduction to the Workbook, you don't even
have to believe the lessons you just have to do them. By doing
them it will prove to you that they are true. We are being trained
to question every value that we hold. All of our life we have
been 'making things happen' according to our desires of that moment
so why would we expect the Holy Spirit to make more of our dreams
to materialize in form. We haven't always liked the dreams we
have chosen but on some level we must have asked for them.
Taking illusions to truth on the other hand is not about asking
for changes in form. It is the sincere request from the heart
for a change of perception of the situation we think we are in,
realising that this is the only way we can resolve anything and
everything we see as a problem. The first step in achieving this
change of mind is the willingness to give up our insistence that
we be right rather than be happy. Once we establish a doubt that
we know anything about the situation we are in, and only then,
are we ready to ask for a different perception to come to us.
Being the dreamer and not the dream there is no longer a need
to be a victim any more. Nobody is doing anything to you. You
are doing it to yourself.
"The secret of salvation is but this: that you are doing
this unto yourself. No matter what the form of the attack, this
still is true. Whoever takes the role of enemy and of attacker,
still is this the truth. Whatever seems to be the cause of any
pain and suffering you feel, this is still true. For you would
not react at all to figures in a dream you knew that you were
dreaming. Let them be as hateful and as vicious as they may, they
could have no effect on you unless you failed to recognise it
is your dream." T-27.VIII.10.
The practice of seeking a miracle to change your perception of
whatever seems to be going on brings peace to that situation.
The more you practice them the more you see the happy results
and the less credibility you give to the fearful nature of the
world you thought you knew so well.
It makes no sense worrying about our 'spiritual' progress and
inability to master this Course whilst still within the dream.
This is merely another ego distraction to delay our progress still
further. We set ourselves unrealistic standards of behavour and
then berate ourselves when we fail to reach those ideals further
increasing our guilt. You don't have to "talk the talk"
and you won't always be able to 'walk the walk" but it is
important to honestly observe your motives and be viligent with
your thoughts. Your return home is guaranteed by God, just the
time you take is up to you. We need to practice forgiveness over
and over every day so that we can grow in peace here. Without
first reaching that state we would be willing to let all illusions,
good and bad, go forever.
Miracles are always needed, regardless of the state we believe
we have reached.
Working with the Course over a long period many Miracle students
now convinced that the world they see holds nothing that they
want, complain of 'hitting the wall' and being continually in
a dissatisfied state and often depressed. This is the inevitable
state for those who want to hang on to the slightest inkling that
this life is all there is.
The Denial of Death makes it 'real'
It is quite amazing that the ego could have been successful with
this giant pea and thimble joke. Everybody knows that bodies do
not last and yet they go their way in the world apparently quite
oblivious to this undeniable fact. The young are good at this
but when you get to your forties and fifties and beyond it becomes
harder to continue to deny the inevitable demise of your body.
So we deal with this, not by looking squarely at it, wanting to
know the truth, but by running around in desperate urgency to
taste as much of life as we can, before our body is 'unfairly'
snuffed out. What a hopeless situation it is to be without faith
that we are much more than these rotting bodies. Daan dehn once
told me of a scene from the Mahabarata - where Yudisthira is lost
in the wilderness and stops at a pond for a drink of water. The
water speaks to him and tells him that it is Dharma (God), his
father, who wants to quiz him. One of the questions is: "What
is the greatest wonder in the world?" Yudishthira answers,
"That a man sees death all around him yet he lives as if
he were immortal....that is the greatest wonder."
As Sons of God We are immortal, but our bodies, our most important
idol, being a symbol of separation could never be.
The Course says all the figures in our dreams are idols we have
made. They would be people or things we elevate above our brothers
or people we denigrate. Either way their real purpose is to prevent
us from waking. We came into this world to experience idols as
a distraction and substitution for God but we can only wake from
the dream by accepting the atonement for ourselves and the oneness
of the whole Sonship..
"The fear of God is but the fear of loss of idols. It is
not the fear of loss of your reality. But you have made of your
reality an idol, which you must protect against the light of truth.
And all the world becomes the means by which this idol can be
saved. Salvation thus appears to threaten life and offer death."
T-29.VII.9.
This crazy world applauds the news when a grandmother in her eighties
has successfully bungy jumped from a balloon, but few would sing
the praises of anyone who totally gave up any belief in this world
of separation and death and now live in a forgiven world, in the
knowledge of who they really are, totally invulnerable to anything
that went on in a dream.
"We need do nothing" There is no hurry, no desperate
urgency to do anything or achieve anything in the world. The dream
one brother has that he is an apparently 'hopeless' alcoholic
derelict is as meaningless as another brother's dream that he
is a brilliant scientist who one day discovers the cure for AIDS.
Our only task is to wake up from all dreams.
All dreams are one.
"To mean you want the peace of God is to renounce all
dreams. For no one means these words who wants illusions, and
who therefore seeks the means which bring illusions. He has looked
on them, and found them wanting. Now he seeks to go beyond them,
recognising that another dream would offer nothing more than all
the others. Dreams are one to him. And he has learned their only
difference is one of form, for one will bring the same despair
and misery as do the rest." W-pI.185.5.