i stare into your blankly staring eyes and wonder;
did i cause your pain, your agony, your dispear?
or did my lust for you drive you to this?
for that is all it was lust...
or was it?
im not even sure anymore,
im not sure of anything.
i should have loved you the way you loved me.
you didn't deserve what i did to you.
i should have the same fate as you.
i didn't let another have you.
so another shall not have me.
as i picked up what seem to be a good idea
you seem to tell me something
you expression- while having none..
but yeat having some.
confussion overwhelms my mind.
just do it i think
your face tells me not.
expressoinless though telling me to live on.
no this confussion will live no longer
and with that the idea is a reality...

By Farran Forsyth